What I have noticed about myself

I have a young child who is only 4 that has been diagnosed with ASD.   What I have noticed about myself is I cry more often than I have ever cried in my life.  Most tears are shed in private moments by myself.  My tears are a mixture of sadness, fear, happiness, excitement, but most importantly love.  I am not certain if this is common and I am not certain if it will become less frequent, but I do know that I have given myself the reassurance that it is okay.  I hope that all parents on this journey give themselves the same assurance.